2nd post - 9:00 PM
ooh many days i feel like blogging but i just simply can't find the time to. haiz. recently i just feel like blogging. but that onli means i'm thinking abt stuff. eh? hahaah man chatting online just killed my train of thoughts abt what i wanted to blog abt.
vday's gone. well vday's techincally friendship day to me. i thought and i reflected. some things i'd rather not remember coz i hate the feeling that comes with it. guilt. sometimes its just thinking why did i do those things i did. find myself stupid and rash. but its over. i've thought through it and i'm happy now. media freedom that comes with blogs? but sometimes i feel like i have to think twice before typing what i really feel. haiz..
well events that happened after friendship day just made me slip into a thinking and reflecting mode. i mean mostly about things that does not concern me. i'm bothered. seriously bothered how come things are the way they are. why? somebody enlighten me. tell me is it the case with everythign that happens with life or is it some isolated case. den i start thinking was the way people reacted correct? or should we have thought through the consequences carefully? again this leads to being rash. haiz.
ponned S paper lecture on thursday to study. in the end after i thought i passed my afternoon nap time, i reached home and slept for 2 whole hours with my notes in my hands and my spectacles on my face. and it was some deep sleep. i'm tired. mentally, physically. that day set me into more reflecting. got a little disturbed. but its been like that ALL the while i guess i just did not see it from another point of view. oh well, nothing that concerns me i should just ignore it. hahaha
jcs such a short period of time. too short to foster really close friendships. too short to get angry with each other. harmony.
i think this is a weird entry. i'm weird. was rather hyper during physics tuition today. i've been rather hyper today and yesterday. WHY AR WHY? hahaha i'm hyper yet i'm bothered. it doesn't go.
common test sucks. if i get 4As i promised to treat jj to SCOOPZ and if she gets 4As she'll treat me. looks like finally after those numerous treats, 1 is finally coming MY way. HAHAHAHAHAHA.. lets set a target. C average. means i need 1 B for maths for the conditional S. 1 C and the rest can be D. i think i have a 30% chance of achieving my target looking at the rate i'm going. PERFECT. k so i better be off! NOW. hahaha